finally finished putting up the christmas lights today, it looks good, minus the led icikle lights, or however you spell ice hanging stuff.  Thats about it, idk why im documenting it.  We've got the windown frame things, ice, reef over arch window, lights around door, small candy canes around stones, white lights up palm tree then green on the branches, multi in the bushes, then a net, then 7 reindeer, 3 presents, 3 tree's, one penguine, one frog, one nutcracker, purple lights on this weird plant, one polar bear, multi in the other tree, blue lights on the mailbox, big candy canes as a fence, snow flake above the garage with multi, white lights on the two opposing bushes, present boxes in the small tree, then this one thing i want to hit with a bat hanging from the mailbox.  We all hate the ice so we'll probably swap them out.

Tags: christmas lights 08
Current Mood: tired

so yeh I started college yesterday, I registered a little late so now I’ve got to travel to HCC in plant city for a whole semester, guh, that plus the fact that HCC honors was full this semester, not good.  I have college algebra (which is a joke and the only reason I’m taking it is because I cant take more advance stuff without it), art appreciation which I on the day of the class found out that it was excursion based (sweeeeetttt), public speaking which so far is most definitely my favorite class (I have a friend in their and theirs allot of good people in there), then my least favorite early American history, guh, that’s the class I have to do most work in.  Why is it that all my teachers have a 2nd degree in English, this is not a good thing considering I suck at English and we have to write papers, ahwell.  

It turns out Steven can't go to ozfest which sucks, idk if I want to go now.  He said I could still have a ticket but it wouldn’t be as fun.

Suddenly I’m feeling pretty shity, my paranoia is acting up again which isn’t a good thing, lol, I’ve got to face reality I guess

Tags: ozfest, school
Current Location: home
Current Mood: worried
Current Music: bon jovi

this pic sums up my ocd in a nut shell, lol, it's scary sometimes when I’m half dreaming I get anxious due to my ocd, its gotten so bad before that I’ve even given it a face, but that was a long time ago, I've learnt to deal with it now

Tags: ocd
Current Location: someones house
Current Mood: amused

Today is the day I get my ice cream, bloody hell I’ve been waiting over 2 months now, I just hope that he hasn’t been saving a few particular boxes for me this whole time.  

So its official I’m going to HCC, I registered and all that passed the tests I had to take and orientation is tomorrow.  Kind of depressed that all the honors classes are full so now ive got to wait 1 semester but ahwell.  Apparently my English scores I got on my SAT weren’t high enough so I had to take a class or id go into a special class, I passed the tests they gave me (98/100 and 96/100) so im pleased about that.

2 nights ago Becca and I were sitting on her back porch at her house when we heard a loud bang, didn’t think much of it but zero went ecstatic, few minutes later we heard a bunch of sirens, again didn’t think much of it although looking back on it now I don’t know how we didn’t put 2 and 2 together.  The next morning we found out that just 2 streets down from Becca's house a sheriff had been shot around the time we heard all the commotion

nothing much going on today, my mum asked me to play taxi today so i guess no plans for me, ahwell

I’m seriously considering working at hallow screams this year, don't have to cut my hair, no real experience is needed and its my chance to go bat shit in a cage, practically a done deal.  Once I’m done with hallow screams I guess I could apply for outback steak house.  For the first time (maybe the 2nd, lol) I’m going to use my accent to my advantage to get what I want, I don’t really expect the person to give me a job just because of that but it's worth a shot.  Also while were talking about jobs I’ve decided I want to become a bartender part time once I turn 21, good money and I don’t have to walk to people and ask what they want, they come to me, that isn’t lazy is it, lol

ahwell, I’ve decided too use my live journal account more often now, wouldn’t hurt me. 

so right now I really don’t know how to end this, I mean technically this is for my future self to read later so I guess I’m saying goodbye to myself but idk know to do it, this really shouldn’t be that hard to do, I guess its just me

Tags: sheriff shot dead
Current Location: tampa florida
Current Mood: blah

The feeling of acceptance is something to be cherished.  To be understood after a lifetime of miscommunication, to be missed, to be wanted.  Throughout my life time this is what I have always wanted, occasionally I get sprung with the feeling of acceptance in life, those moments are what I live for.  Today I felt that pleasant rush of acceptance and even more I was able to further my knowledge about the things I was unsure about, I now feel reassurance in my once before cautious actions. 

I know the person I want to become, now all I have to do is fight to be that person

Tags: acceptance, like father like son, reassurance
Current Location: australia
Current Mood: indescribable

So yeh this is my first entry.  I’m happy I’m missing alot of people (they know who they are), I’m cold, and I’m about 23.2% tired.  Right now I’m in Australia, I’ve been playing Aussie rules footy about every day just brushing up on some lost technique.  Went into the city today and bought some good sleeping bags so now were pretty much ready for the three day hike were getting ready to do.  Rugby is on right now, South Africa 10 Australia 16 so I’m happy.  That’s about it, didn’t really put much into this entry considering rugby is on so yeh,

Tags: rugby
Current Location: perth western australia
Current Mood: chipper